This is one I wanted to post initially, that gave me the idea to do this section. I think I have a lot to say on the matter… I think there is one person in your life that you will love more than anything in the whole world, even if they’re not yours. I don’t mean that in a creepy way, just a love for someone you had, who you may not have anymore (some of you may be fortunate enough to still have that person, and good for you.) For example…..Regardless of how much I try to forget about someone I love, and hate that they’re not with me, I think they know, even if I’m not saying it to them every day like I used to. Even if I haven’t spoken to them in over a month, it doesn’t mean I don’t think about them every single day and night. I find so many people and things to distract me through the day, but there is a wound that healed, and it healed wide open. I think there is one person in this whole world I can say I truly loved, even if things got really bad, I loved with all the love I had to give to someone… It may not have seemed like much, but it was everything I had. I’d give anything to keep trying, as long as it was with you. No one will ever come close to how much I loved you, and I’m not exactly ashamed to admit that, even to people who become a part of me. I know that some day I will have to mask that love, but deep down, forever I know there will be that incredibly soft spot for you. I move on because I have to, not because I want to. I’m bitter because I failed, and I don’t take lightly to failure, because I’m the kind of person who loves to put everything I am into something. There is one person who will make someone weak, and forget about everything else in the world for a moment, just to think about them. Sometimes when I think about loving you, I can’t imagine how the leaves are still turning colors and the months grow, I get older, and you’re not here to experience life with me. It’s a change I hate. I used to rebound very quickly when I’d break up with someone, but after I experienced actually being in love with someone, other people just don’t seem as appealing anymore. The one person I’d rather be with has moved on, and I’m weak and wishing. I’ve never felt this way so it’s new, and I’m not sure how to handle it. I guess my opinion on love, is based on one person, because that one person was everything to me. So if there’s anything to learn after reading this… it’s make up quick, and love your partner unconditionally. Don’t waste time fighting, punishing them…don’t take the late night calls for granted, don’t take their check ups for granted, don’t take their smile for granted (or you will find it hard within yourself to smile for a long time). Don’t give up so quick, don’t rebound, don’t intentionally hurt them, or make them jealous, don’t hurt them to feel better…Just be there for them regardless, listen, love and give them yourself. You never know who that person will be, who you truly fall in love with. Treat every serious relationship like it will be your last, because THAT person is worth every tear you shed when it’s over.