It doesn't take much to entertain me or make me happy, but sometimes I would just rather curl up in bed & forget the world.I prefer to be alone with my thoughts over most people. Nothing personal. Well, maybe it is. i wont judge you, but ill love you if thats okay.I am most happy when it is stormy and windy out, with just a little thunder or covered with white glistening snow for miles and miles with snow still tumbling down...Or a baumy beach, with the waves tumbling in at night under the moon.I still have no idea why to this day as to why I just find it all beautiful.One thing I live for are the long, relaxing car rides at night with nowhere to go under a harvest moon. I love how I learn more and more about myself, and who I am, everyday.I like to just sit down and recognize the small things in life.No matter what you look like, I'll still think you're beautiful.I don’t judge people by their outer appearance.I believe you shouldn’t be judged on what you look like,but by what you do to get looked at.So take a good look at my insides,discover who I really am,for that I’ll love you eternally.Above all though,I refuse to be conniving, backstabbing or talk behind anyone's back,hell, I won't really even be cross with you to your face just for the simple reason I know it hurts, and I can't intentionally hurt another human being.Its one of my many faults so its more than obvious that I'm way too nice and forgiving,yet I never forget, but I will never hold that against you.I am just incapable of holding grudges.It makes me laugh that ignorant minded people who think they are better than others and love nothing more than to be mean to other people actually think they are worth my time.As much as I don't approve-I am very quick to assume, so please look past that.You'll never hear me complain.I am not the slightest bit materialistic.I'm also a very open person, a realist.Ill try almost anything once.I'm just trying to be a better person.I am trying to quit swearing.I never have been addicted to cigarettes nor do I ever intend to be and the hardest drug I ever really tried was weed, and loved it,along with one or two other exceptions for experimental purposes only.-but I put those days behind me now because of my job.I don't really party too often,but when I do...you best believe I party like a rock star,but I'm starting to mellow out and nothing phases me anymore, its all the same.

I want to move to either Florida,California(already did.),Japan,Scotland or New Zealand.I won't be staying here.I'm very passionate about my music.I am confident but nervous, the drumbeats melt my heart.When I'm unable to speak, I scribble thoughts down. My perspectives are through the lens of my every captured moments. Through difficult times, I find myself seeking therapy through Music.You know when you ask someone what type of music they listen to, and they answer you by saying "pretty much all kinds of music?"Well minus rap,hip hop and country from that list and you have it.My taste tends to lean towards anything metal,acoustic, or just simply artistic.I love hardcore/metal breakdowns. I spend alot of my freetime writing.My goal is to atleast have one book published in my lifetime whether it be fiction or medical,so, regardless, you will see my name someday on either a paperback or hardcover.If I had my way, I'd have my own little library and work in a book store.I actually happen to be an organ donor...I believe it's almost selfish not to be.=]I am a firm believer that people come into your life for a reason.Someday I hope to own a English Mastiff,a Golden doodle & a Siberian Husky.I am fascinated by anything about Titanic, or anything that has to do with the medical field of course, or political science.I am also a vegetarian although I absolutely LOVE New Fusion Buffet.I really exercise and say the word "like" entirely too much, and yes,I know.I have chubby cheeks.You don't have to tell me.I take wayy too many photos.I'm very unique in that different kind of way, I dress however I please,mainly for comfort.I once had my ears gauged to just a 6 and I had planned on going to a 4, making my second hole a 6 but because I chose to get into the military,I took those bad boys out asap.I absolutely love tattoos, and only have one small one of the moon & stars on my lower right hip and plan on getting a few more.I look up to John Lennon as one of the few human beings I can really respect for what he stood for. I also really admire Shamaya of Otep and Maria Brink of In This Moment.I also have a slight obsession with who might just possibly be the sexiest male alive,Patrick Fugit.<3I also really like Nikolaj Coster Waldau and Bronsen Arroyo. I think money is evil.I do not like movie theaters.I am terrified of fire, bees, and things that pop.My favorite thing to do ever is surfing & running.I'm a bit of an "extremist."I have kind of a black&white/all or nothing way of thinking.I don't really know how to take compliments.

I'd choose my career over any boy.My friends are super important to me.Idk what I'd do without them. I love my girls.Besties for lyfee.I would most defenitly ditch any boy for them.I like to party,hardd, and drunk dialing is the best.Sometimes i can be very socially inept,but i mean the best in everything i do.I often come off as bored,when I am just somewhat shy.I believe in second chances.I like everyone I meet and I'm really friendly,just a little shy at first.You can tell me all your secrets.I almost don't know how to judge anybody in this world.I really can't stand drama at all.I'm very happy with who I am and I also can't stand it when girls get jealous. No one is better than anyone and you don't have to be mean to try to prove it.If you actually read all of that...you're awesome.Holla.P.s I'm damn precious. =]