why does it always hurt Why does it hurt when I try to smile? Is it because I'm only pretending and I do not truly feel that way. Why does it hurt when I'm with my friends? Is it because I feel only loneliness even when I'm surrounded by people. Why does it hurt when I try to feel something for someone else? Is it because when I do feel something more then friendship for that someone only to be hopeful but then to feel nothing once again for anyone because he doesn't care just like everyone else that is pretending to care about me ... my friends ... they only talk to me because there bored and have nothing better to do ... my family ... they act like they care but i can see it in there eyes that they don't ... my teachers ... they teach because they have to they don't' care for students ... counselors ... pretend as if there in a play trying do play a perfect role ... crushes ... when you reveal to them your true feels they will say that they will consider you and give you hope but all they will do is stop talking to you all together leaving you broken and giving you one more reason to keep all your feelings bottled up inside So will someone tell me? Tell me why it hurts? Why does it hurt to feel like a hallow shell of emptiness that will never be able to be filled? I know the answer to this question I know its because all people do is pretend like they are there for you when there not, they say things they don't mean and break every promise they have ever made, its because all these people will change, they will change, leave and hate you as time moves on until everyone you ever thought cared about you disappears and you are left alone, As much alone as you were the day you were brought into this world.

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